Monday Morning.....

Dalen woke up feeling pain in his stomach. This stomach pain has been going on all weekend. As he was getting dressed for school, he laid across my bed and said "Momma, so much pain and no relief." My eyes filled with tears because I can't help my baby. All day long I've been so emotional. As a mother you are the protector, caregiver, the provider, and full of knowledge, but today I felt like I was none of them. My baby has been in some kind of pain since he started chemo two weeks and I can't help him. All I can do is hold him and tell him God has him. Dalen went to school today at 8:30 this morning , however I picked him up because of the same stomach pain. On the way home he fell asleep. When he arrived home he went back to sleep. When I returned from work he fell asleep and is still sleep right now (9:30pm). Sleeping is his new friend, a friend that eases the stomach pain, throat pain, and jaw pain. We thought that Friday and Saturdays was his worst days but every day is seeming that way. Lord I need strength and so do Dalen. Please Father intervene and grab a hold of this mountain. We no longer can walk through it, we need you to carry us over it. Please Father, in your name Jesus, AMEN!