Another Thursday..

I'm in the clinic with Dalen now and was thinking how we have fallen into a routine. Every Thursday neither one of us really enjoys this day. I wake thinking "aawww not another Thursday". My day at work is short and feels weird. And then I have to watch my son go through chemo. Dalen gets a feeling every Thursday when I say "come on we have to do chemo." His whole attitude changes. He feels depressed. He feels pain. These feelings take over him and puts me in a place that I just want to help him. Lord please give us strength! We need you now to intervene and grab ahold to this situation.  This feeling is to much right now. I thought we could get use to it, I thought we could accept it, but today seems helpless.